You've left a stain in my heart ):

     Dear Siyun Mei , I had known you for 2 months , we maybe in differenct Primary schools as well as we apply for different Seconday schools , but you had always been listening to my problems , whenever i'm feeling down , emo-ing , or things like that, you always tell me that i still have you , not to worry . Will meet you next week as i had alreadly promiss you . Thanks for always being there for me , Iloveyou.

           

    This was like so long ago lahh ! Haha.Laughing whenever i see that picure , i think when i'm young i'm really adorable lah . LOL.Time past real fast and now i'm alreadly 12 . OMGOMG Growing old alreadly yeah ~ Beside me , that's my funny little sista .

                     
    The only people who won’t betray you. The only people who won’t leave you in the lurch when you’re in trouble. The only people who will lend you a listening ear and a leaning shoulder when you need it. The only people who will shop with you till you drop. The only people who will lend you money without hesitating when you’re broke. The only people who won’t complain about you. The only people who won’t complain about your attitude. The only people who won’t backstab. The only people who will gossip with you about other people. The only people who will bitch about other bitches with you. The only people who won’t leave you out on good stuff. The only people who won’t hurt your feelings or break your heart. The only people who won’t scold you when you call them ‘bitch’ because they know you don’t mean it. The only ones whom they will share their secrets with you.



    Today rotting at home , Didn't go out , Sorry friends who have ask me out today . As i'm kinda lazy and moodless to go out uhs . Sorrye , will repay you guys by going out with you all this friday or so okaye ? (: I'm really confused if i should continue loving you , Fabian , you had made me fall in love with you . You know our thinking turns out to be different , i tried to listen to you , understand and tried to get to know you better , but are you trying to understand me ? I'm trying to cherish the moment we are having now , day by day i love you more , i don't intend to love you that much as if we fall , i will hurt you and myself , i do hope you will understand . It's not about age gap that i'm worried , it's about our trust . You may not be seeing this post . But i really want to tell you how i feel about our relationship and how we get along together , don't feel upset about it cause believe me , it's not your fault . It's mine . But i got the feeling that our relationship will not go far as we expected . I felt really happy when i chit chatted with you on the phone and messaging you .It's my fault to break with you . You're a nice guy , maybe i'm not worthy enough for you . There's better girls out there . 2nd day with you , make me feel really happy , but i would like to tell you that being with you i'm really happy , you made my day goes right with you.I'm not toying with your feelings . My last three words for you . Iloveyou .
 
 We quarreled, fell out before, but burried the hatchet and become together again. , i'cant take it , i want you to be happy , promiss me please ? Be happy and try to forget me .
        Days without you is meaningless ):