Are friends really there for you when you need them ?

                                              Didn`t update my blog for a period of time as i`m busy . Will update and post more pictures and tell you how i live my one week holidays soon . Cya :D

Happy Chinese New Year Guys ! (:

    Happy Chinese New Year to everyone and as for those people who wished me , thanks alot , touchtouchh :P Hope you people will enjoy your New Year with either your loves one or your family members . Maybe some of you people had collected lots of $$ Maybe some of you did not collect that much , but do not worry, there's still next year !

    Visited my primary school teachers and saw some of my ex classmates, like wth lah ! All of them grow real tall , some even taller then me le ): i'll be taller de okaye ! Hahahah , maybe not ? Hope that i'll still be growing>< Still miss my teacher and when i'm in P6 i always wanted to go to Secondary School , but guess what , actually now i'm feeling sad ): Friendsfriends ! Gonee.....

    Well , there's lot of people at my house,some playing poker cards , watching tv and eatting (: Shall not eat too much in case i'll grow fatter . Shall maintain my diet , Lost more then 50 bucks when i'm playing poker with my friends together with my siblings and relative. It's okaye to lose money cause most of them lose their money with mee !~ Collected over 300bucks in the 1st day! (:

    Will be heading off to my Uncle house later on to collect more Angbao , (: Hope nothing goes wrong and i'll be having a great time there ! Cya guys ! <: HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

    Trust me my love for you will never stop , <3

Trusting .....♥

Clinton , California , Mee (:

Father carrying me , Clinton and California <:
My hand so fat lorh 4 layer ! Hohooo.

2 Cousins and my brother in green shirt !^^

California , Clinton , Me sitting on the floor and my Mother.

California , Clinton , Mieemiee !

Clinton , California.



Those were picture when my sisters and brother plus me were young. Treasure those memories and i'll never going to forget them . My childhood times , growing up day by day , missing those memorable time we have together , spending with one another (:


            Today went to parents meeting , my mother aren't free so she didn't attend , so went to school together with Huijuan , saw Yeantyng on the bus and chatted with her (: Alot of things happen in school and didn't told my mother what happen.So told Yeantyng what happen in school and she said she will believe me cause i really didn't do anything lorh! Rumors has been spreading around and is like being friendly means flirting ? You know who started talking to me anot ? Without knowing the truth you said i talk to them first ? Sorrye i won't talk to unknown people . Till you guys gets tired i guess you'll stop. Explain to Mr Yong And Mr Shashi what happen and wrote statement for Mr Yong, told him the truth and went off to my class.Maybe you won't believe me ? It's up to you to decide, as i were with Adriana and Huijuan for the pass 5 days . Thinking about it i think i should not be that concern and being too caring for you anymore , not wanting to have anymore rumours spreading around. Heard from my mother that Mr Yong ( DM ) wants to meet my mother this coming moday , i'm not scared , cos i'm not guilty and i didn't did anything wrong.As a friend you were sad so i decided to cheer you up , but others get the wrong idea so i thought i would rather lose one friend then losing the others who are worth my care.I better not get too concern and carring about anyone alreadly .Hope Mr Yong would believe me then. It's up to you to believe who cos i alreadly told you the truth and may things get better ? Maybe not....
  
            Now i guess i shall not be concern and carring towards my friends , i shall just let you be sad and it's your choice to be happy , i need not care too much alreadly , i alreadly told you guys plus Mr Yong what happen so it's up to you all to choose who to believe , as long as i know i told the truth and GOD will be siding with me.

When i met you , my heart starts to beat.

    That's Jieqii , ! So cute lahh , prettyyy her . Hmmms , That day wennt out to Bugis and walkwalk , Legs dammm suann, But kept quiet as they were all happily chatting and talking away , With Jinger , Angie , Californiaa and Meee <: Tooks kinda lots of pics but will upload it the next time i blog again .

    Drinkingggg ~ While some of my friends though i were smoking . It's the straw peopleee ! Went to cameroid , and took quite alot of pics at Bugis . But i'm going to upload it soon !(:

    Leesonn ! Funny lorhh , he come our class jiu playplayplayy , i don't let him go home and we played true or dare . Effing funny. Tuck out shirt uhs ! Think so cool izzitt ! Fakeee ~ Don't scold if i uploaded your pics here , must proudproud !

   California sibo ~ Cute lorh your pics here , don't blamee me uh ! You also got upload minee ! Fairfair yi chang.

 Played Audition with Xuhao senior yesterday ! (: Fun lorhh . Keep talktalk about those funny stuff and things like that , anyway thankyouu alot for being my listening ear when i'm down , thankyou for cheering me up , thankyou for giving me advise.You're the best senior alright <:

  When i trust you , i hoped you don't disapoint me , cos i thought over for a long time and decided to trust you again . I hoped to trust you again like last time , the way we play we fight we laugh and smile together , i miss those times . But i need to know that i should not love you that much , but i can't helped it boy , Why you appear in my life ? God may fate it / or not . I don't know too. I hope it's true that you love me , i don't hope to see you holding other girls hand but only mine . Always be the first to be there for me when i cry , is it ? I love you the one and only you.

Memories.

 Saw two lil cute babys before. One is when me & my sister were heading home from school. He keep looking at us & smile? Cute or what. Yes! haha. So then played with him awhile. Cute lil' boy uh! The second one? At thomsan plaza. We went to sit down. He again, stare at us & laugh. Keke. We must be very friendly uh! :). So yeah. Same for him, played awhile then headed back home.

Another day : 

Went downstairs block slack , study and play with Shawn , HongKai , Yongxiang , Minxiong , Chingliang and myslelf (: LOL.Around 12 Plus i  guess till around 7pm , and each of us went separate way , some went home and some went out.Something happen and i laugh till going die alreadly , All creating jokes around :P

(PHPPS)

I'll never forget you, where i spent 6years of my life at. It's just such a wonderful memory.. I promise i'll visit you whenever there's any occasion. I'll miss my precious friends toooooooooooooooooooo. <:

( First lil' baby).

( 2nd lil baby).

 

The -another day-.

Spend the day with Hongkai + Shawn + Yongxiang + Minxiong. Took manymany photos. Will upload the photos soon in this post later . :) Nice day with them. Keep joking around. There's so much laughters around us. I love the day. :D

I started loving you more and more , day my day <3

You've left a stain in my heart ):

     Dear Siyun Mei , I had known you for 2 months , we maybe in differenct Primary schools as well as we apply for different Seconday schools , but you had always been listening to my problems , whenever i'm feeling down , emo-ing , or things like that, you always tell me that i still have you , not to worry . Will meet you next week as i had alreadly promiss you . Thanks for always being there for me , Iloveyou.

           

    This was like so long ago lahh ! Haha.Laughing whenever i see that picure , i think when i'm young i'm really adorable lah . LOL.Time past real fast and now i'm alreadly 12 . OMGOMG Growing old alreadly yeah ~ Beside me , that's my funny little sista .

                     
    The only people who won’t betray you. The only people who won’t leave you in the lurch when you’re in trouble. The only people who will lend you a listening ear and a leaning shoulder when you need it. The only people who will shop with you till you drop. The only people who will lend you money without hesitating when you’re broke. The only people who won’t complain about you. The only people who won’t complain about your attitude. The only people who won’t backstab. The only people who will gossip with you about other people. The only people who will bitch about other bitches with you. The only people who won’t leave you out on good stuff. The only people who won’t hurt your feelings or break your heart. The only people who won’t scold you when you call them ‘bitch’ because they know you don’t mean it. The only ones whom they will share their secrets with you.



    Today rotting at home , Didn't go out , Sorry friends who have ask me out today . As i'm kinda lazy and moodless to go out uhs . Sorrye , will repay you guys by going out with you all this friday or so okaye ? (: I'm really confused if i should continue loving you , Fabian , you had made me fall in love with you . You know our thinking turns out to be different , i tried to listen to you , understand and tried to get to know you better , but are you trying to understand me ? I'm trying to cherish the moment we are having now , day by day i love you more , i don't intend to love you that much as if we fall , i will hurt you and myself , i do hope you will understand . It's not about age gap that i'm worried , it's about our trust . You may not be seeing this post . But i really want to tell you how i feel about our relationship and how we get along together , don't feel upset about it cause believe me , it's not your fault . It's mine . But i got the feeling that our relationship will not go far as we expected . I felt really happy when i chit chatted with you on the phone and messaging you .It's my fault to break with you . You're a nice guy , maybe i'm not worthy enough for you . There's better girls out there . 2nd day with you , make me feel really happy , but i would like to tell you that being with you i'm really happy , you made my day goes right with you.I'm not toying with your feelings . My last three words for you . Iloveyou .
 
 We quarreled, fell out before, but burried the hatchet and become together again. , i'cant take it , i want you to be happy , promiss me please ? Be happy and try to forget me .
        Days without you is meaningless ):

I LOVE YOUU !

    Went out today , tiring day uhs !  But fun ttm . Took those pics with cousin afew days ago . She's so cute , pinch her cheek ! >< She's only 6 . Didn't update for a long time alreadly . Didn't go out nowdays as theres something not going right . Hate it alot ! Went out with yongxiang , jamie , crystal wong , isabelle , and theres alot more , around 30 plus people . Wohooooooo !

    To all P6s : Guys , you may be reading my blog or not ? I'm not sure either . We did go through thick and thin together , especially when i needed most help in my studies , thankyou guys for being there for me , when i'm not sure which one to choose , you guys said it was my choice , you'll support me always . We had been together like a family for 6 years and will definitely miss it as we will go to out dream school and may lose contact with one another . But i really hope that we'll continue to keep in touch and meetup . Will be really upset to lose you all as we will be going to different secondary schools , if you guys feel sad or emotionless , feel free to talk to me , i am willing to be your listening ears like you guys did to me when i cry like hell :X I want to say a big THANKYOU to you guys for making me happy in my primary school lifes. Memories will always be kept in my heart ....
   
     To : Yeantyng , You have always been supporting me in whatever i do . Especially in my studies and sports . You are a great friend to me . i really appreciate you , hope we do not lost contact with other another and continue to meetup in scondary schools , thankyouu .

     To : Ruiting , We may have fight numourous times , but i'm glad you change in your attitude and character now , i'm happy for you. We put the choices all same for secondary schools , so i hoped you and I will get into the same secondary schools ! (:

     To : Yx , Hihi <: LOL . Cute uhs you , will surly miss you de , no worries , but hope you will miss me too . We know each other for 8 years , WEE ! Thats long enough uhs ! okok , anyway must meet up with me dee! If not i will smack youu :X

      To : Isabelle , You may not be reading this but i really hoped that you will study hard and strive hard for your future, you may think that studies is not impt , but let me tell you , it's really important , Jio me out if you want to study cause you had never been the type of person who likes to study .

      To : Class boys and girls , I really appreciated you this year , my p6 lifes has tons of memories , time flies really fast this year as most of us are chionging for PSLE ! You all may have your friends in secondary schools , different friends when we graduate , but i do wish that you will all remember me , calling my NICKNAMEEE! ): Bullyyy. Contact meee ! ~